Thank you for answering me again Rayna. My family doesn't know because they would never see it. We are very carefull that there is nothing in the house during any family times. And Our two daughters and their families are just doing so well after years of hard work to accomplish that, I don't want to rock the boat. One daughter graduated university and is on the other side of the world and is pregnant with her first. My other daughter has a hubby and a daughter and is living a very good, comfortable life after years of fighting and frustration and a nightmare of a ride through her teenage years that finally ended in brain surgery. I tell people never to give up on their kids because there may be a medical reason for their temporary teenage insanity. We thought we were going to end up caring for her and our grandaughter for the rest of our life. At first, she seemed to just be a little nuts at the age of 13. By the time she was 20, she was loosing the use of her hands. 3 years ago, she had surgery and has just improved continuasly since. This xmas, she was amazing. Smart kind, helpfull and fun. I actually look forward to her phone calls now instead of avoiding them. So you see, I am not going to do anything to rock her boat. My life has been extreemly hard for the last 12 years and as of last March, I am legally disabled and all of a sudden these good things are happening in my life. Having my eldest daughter back, whole. And a new grandbaby comming. My younger daughter has booked me a ticket to go to her when the baby is due. And my other daughter is going with me. I have so much to look forward to but I have this piano tied to my %^& so to speak. I am really going to try to get this under control. I've got to
. I got no time for the whole roller coaster routine that drug addiction causes. Maybe talking to you guys is a good thing.