well i can see why those "daydreams" would unnerve you. how to tell your doctor...why don't you tell him just like you said it here??? i think you did a good description of why it is scary to you. your doc will hopefully be able to help you with this..to understand what it all means and how to cope.
no i don't believe you sound like a psychopath...it's a genuine concern for something that is happening to you. hope you'll keep us posted on how you are doing.
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