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First off I would like to say I am sher's boyfriend and yes I have neglected her, over the last few months we have come in to some hardships which have lead us to drift apart. One was me having to pay all the rent and bills and pay for all her food I started feeling as though I was being used, and I know it's hard to find work out there now a days but sometimes it just felt like she wasn't trying even if she was. I had paid full rent and utilities for almost 6 months now and I have been slightly depressed as well due to all of that I do drowned myself in video games because I find it better then drinking or using drugs like my father. I have been to substance abuse classes and I do know that I am the type of person to become addicted to things very easily. I do use video games to drowned the real world out because it's a place where I can feel different and sometimes even better than I am in person. My mom has told her as well as I have told her my problems. yes, I have stopped getting on the computer a lot more often, because we broke up after me finding out she had been talking to another guy named matt, then we got back together after a long talk and I cut back on the computer time a lot unless it was homework for the most part.
This last week things have gotten better or so I thought until I found out she was still talking to matt which she has posted something about at this this tread (t=92502). We have currently broke up because she has lied to me a lot and I really do love her I would love to give her another chance and let her move back in but I think she needs to prove to me that she won't need another man to talk to besides myself and she will have to regain my trust. since she rarely talks to me about her problems and I believe that it may have been because of this other guy for the most part. I think maybe he was filling in the void since she can really never talk to a person face to face its always been hard for her and I know that and I'm trying to learn how to talk to her, so please do not take this as a personal attack. I was only posting this to give you an angle of the story you may not see since its only her side of the story. Sherry I do love you and I hope we can work these things out but it will take time.
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