I can relate in a small way - I was attacked by a patient - I deal with people recovering from major trauma and they can often be confused and hit out - this one was different - afterwards I avoided going to the areas where I was attacked and kept away from the patients as much as possible who had similar backgrounds or looked similar -

Eventually and with a lot of help I started going back to those areas and spending a little time there - then more - until I was de-sensitised to them - maybe its the same with you? maybe with the help of your counciller you can de-sensitise yourself to those calls and places that trigger you - I hope so - I hope things get better for you soon P7