(((((((Junerain)))))) (((((((Shybabygirl))))))

Everyone thank you, I think last night, I finally had time to sit, and think, and everything that has been going on in the past few weeks finally had the chance to catch up to me and it set me off. So much stress I've been ignoring the past few weeks and it all kinda of caught up last night.

I feel okay today just very exhausted, I skipped my only class for the day to sleep, and even though I slept an amazing 8 hours for once, it still feels like I got ran over by a train, my mind is mush, and I'm not sure what to do from here...

I am trying to make a plan for the day, I have yoga tonight but I am considering skipping, which I think is the depression talking, and I can't just lay in bed all day till yoga class, if it is still going on the weather is getting a bit ick out there. I know I need to get up and get dressed and do something, laying in bed isn't going to help me any, but it's hard to get out when my whole body aches from this madness and I am thoroughly exhausted..

I never called anyone, I was way to afraid, but I did reach out and chat with a good friend of mine, I am very grateful he was online last night (((Free902)))

Even when a very close friend of mine called later to ask a question and she noticed something in my voice wasn't right, I couldn't say what was wrong..that is a major step backwards for me....I was getting better about discussing emotions and reaching for help irl, and last night I stepped backwards...it is frustrating...

I am forever grateful to ya'll for responding, it means so much to me, sometimes all someone needs is to be heard, I am sending mucho positive vibes out to ya'll.

Many hugs and much love
Sparrow