You do have a lot going on, pink. When I hear something like this string of events you trying to handle, I am glad to know the person has a therapist. That is what they are there for and you are using yours just like you are supposed to.

I hope that somehow your T will be able to call you back and you will be able to talk with him before Thursday. Sometimes even a short phone call can be helpful.

I wanted to ask you about your mother. Do you have ideas for what is next? It sounded like you might be getting ready to distance yourself, but I could be wrong. I hear those competing impulses of caring for someone and self-preservation. I hope it is possible somehow to do both.