Well you have a husband Tiffer , He must be supporting of you.

You have to reach within yourself Tiffer. The eating disorder resides within you . "IT" or " ED" as you refer to it . does not control you. Not unless you let it . Same goes for what others do or say.

You can't change thier attitudes or how they view you.

But you sure shootin don't have to let them have access to yourr mind and heart.

Same goes for the food. You have to know its nature and how it works with in you for you.

For me I Know the true nature of Niibisco and Keebler. And its been proccesed.. LOL!!!!!!

In short . you have to do most of the work Tiffer. like 90%.

or at least 50% and someone will meet you half way.



the cold hard reality is most people in the therapy chair are not where you are. They may have been at one time hard to know .
Im not where you are right now . I was many years ago and I know what its like to be in that position .

I had to find my own way out. all the answers are out there .I had to apply them.

I'm grateful for the regression. that was "the" saving grace for me. the window that capulted me forward.

its the truth I hang my hat on each day .

I still have other strugles. I 'm not keen on hanging any childhood trauma ribbons or ED ribbos aroud my neck even though I survived and am a survivor.
maybe if had a husband who loved me would but right now it ain't drawing anyone in. quite the opposite,

Patricia.











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