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This doesn't mean I want my parents to get back together...by any means. I got over those feelings a long time ago. But life was so much more simple when I only had a mother, and a father, and a brother. So we all had our moments...everyone does. But I never doubted that they loved me. Now, on top of them I have to deal with two other people, both in my eyes being unstable. (my step dad changes his mind more often then he changes his socks, which wouldn't be such a problem if he wasn't so passionate about everything. I really like my to-be step mom except she is such a fragile person a lot of times it's like walking on eggshells around her.) and it doesn't help whenever I butt heads with either of them my dad without question immediately leaps to her side no matter what because he doesn't want to lose her, and my mom just sort of fizzles into the background...can't say that I blame her though, she's just dodging lightning bolts until the storm is over because god knows if she says anything when he's upset she get's the same crap treatment as everyone else involved. I know it's selfish for me to feel this way but screw what my age is. I've been trying my whole childhood to be an adult and when I stopped trying to be an adult everyone started yelling at me for being too childish.
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