Hi, been to see a T about 5 times now, try & help me with ptsd, ended up going out of desperation really, realised couldnt do this is on my own, ive struggled going, not good at all this, not even much good at talking, but i seem to have got this bizarre attraction for my T, normally very independent, feel too dependent on him, in just a matter of weeks, surely thats not right?, feel panic when i dont see him, its hit me like a bombshell, am i imagining it, feel totally stupid, will it just go?, my T must be at least in his mid 60's!...