I also live in Illinois, I used to live in rockford as well. I am not concerned about harming my child he is my life, i know its all in my head or part of anxiety/ocd. Yes i was working at the time when i got custody, and yes i am stress about situation concering him. Not him exactly, its his mother, not the best parent in the world, thus why i fought for custody. it was a very stressful two years fighting for him. glad it worked out tho. But yes if anyone knows somekind of pych healthcare thats cheap please let me know thx for all the replies everyone