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It seems I just heard a sigh of relief out of you ![]() Whew! No guessing about it! Along with gently reminding yourself to let thoughts float by, (which I don't think you can, alone) talk it out with your t, some professional. You've been very intense and deliberate in your thinking and acting ideas out in you mind for some time now. Your desire to make things right seems ingrained, and it's not your job! ![]() Now, if you've really given yourself some respite, think instead about yourself and what you can do for you! Gosh, you deserve every bit of energy you put into this issue, to turn it around and on yourself! Just think how much you could achieve in gaining your peace of mind back and, if possible, gain some inner peace. You certainly deserve it! Your big heart and soul needs it. ![]() You don't need "good luck," you've got a whole lot of determination, go for it asap! We're here pulling for you girl, and we won't stop, or let you stop either. ![]()
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And so the journey begins. Best wishes, jexa.
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I am really proud of my sister. She has been clean since she got back from NY. Also, she decided to move in with my parents to save money. She signed up for a CNA course which starts next week and only takes 5 days. If she finishes, she will at least have some way to make money besides waiting tables. She says she wants to save money for a car. All of this when I totally back off and refuse to help her anymore.. here she is helping herself.
Because she has been clean, she was pretty clear-headed when she left for my parents'. She wasn't at all offended when I offered her a self-help book when she left, because she was talking about considering therapy but said it was too expensive. I was so proud to hear her considering it. I gave her the self-help book and told her maybe she'd find it as useful as I did. So.. *crosses fingers* Here's to hope..
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How are you and your sister doing, jexa?
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If there truly is no person in your circle to back you up, then go to your local social help/services/addictions/mental health services ect and seek out an out reach worker. They too can help BOTH of you decide what needs to happen. IT IS NEVER A WASTE TO TRY AND HELP A SUFFERING BEING. HOWEVER it IS a waste, when in the process of helping, you end up with ANOTHER being harmed health or mental and emotionally wise. Think if it this way - you CANNOT help someone when you end up losing your own grip. Please be very very careful in this regard. DO NOT apologize for t hings that she needed to hear, even if painful. YOu can say " I am so so sorry that my comment or suggestion hurt you. That was sincerely NOT my goal. All i wanted is for you to see the bigger picture." There is something to be said for honesty, and even if she blows it off now, it can be fixed. ![]() |
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It sounds like you have lost your sense of separateness. You are not responsible for your sister and yet your associations seem to point to that perception. You are not responsible for her, don't need to be around her either. She's an adult and has made her own choices in life. Once you can slow down and find yourself inside of your mind, realize that your life is separate from hers, that your mind is not her mind and vise versa, you'll be better able to use the words "NO", "Go Away" and "I will not be around you when you are using"...and what ever boundary words you find that are appropriate. If she is a danger to herself and others, then she can be hospitalized and receive treatment and she can be sent to jail for assault. She has assaulted you, you describe her as dangerous and you worry about your safety. Assert yourself and your boundaries. There are laws against physical assault and breaking into property. Make use of the police if you have to protect yourself and to contain your out of control sister.
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Claire89-2 You are so right on. Look at the beginning of this thread, how long can you suffer?? This has been going on far to long, doing more harm, delaying professional help and hopefully some resolution for both parties. A firm stand and steel boundaries; help from professionals and just maybe progress can be achieved, but it must start.
If you love and you do, action will help you love softly, without fear. Please, give that to yourself, you are as needy as your sister, in a different manner. Take care of yourself, or you give neither of you a chance of peace nor contentment. That seems to be what you want. I feel so hypocrytical giving an opinion in this subject. I have been at fault in my own problems, not following anyone's consul and continuing in a destructive lifestyle. It becomes a yo-yo, that see-saw smile, going to a no-where destination...stuck. So here am I, pleading for you to do what I cannot! Don't do that to yourself, the outcome is very unpleasant-- ![]()
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How are you doing, jexa?
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