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Well I don't know much what to post except I am a life long stoner, who has let his habit control him, hell it dont even do anything but calm some nerves now, like a cig supposed to do.. And now I am drinking far more than I ever have, and wanting to drink more to drowned out all this chaos and confusion in my heart, soul and mind. I wirte this as I am have intoxicated.. Pathetic of me.. So tired..
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I fear I'll die from complications, complications due to things that I've left undone
That all my debts will be left unpaid, feel like a cripple without a cane I'm like a jack of all trades who’s a master of none |
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You sound unhappy.
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I fear I'll die from complications, complications due to things that I've left undone
That all my debts will be left unpaid, feel like a cripple without a cane I'm like a jack of all trades who’s a master of none |
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when i abused rx's and alcohol i found that my useage rapidly increased. i have read that drug dependance can lead one to other substances too. weed has often been referred to as a "gateway" drug. meaning it leads us to other dependancies. sometimes for effect and sometimes losing control over their "habit". it's a downward spiral once this occurs. at least it was for me. there's a saying "we get help when we're sick and tired of being sick and tired."
i can't call you an addict/alcoholic. only you can. but am glad you're questioning your situation. it shows your concern. we all have to want to change for change to happen. hope you'll stick around here and keep posting. you'll get some helpful replies. hope my reply helps you too. Quote:
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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