I have been hesitant to come here... I have developed a problem with alcohol in the last three yrs. I have been doing meetings weekly but I am very up and down.....acceptance and denial. Sometimes I easily and honestly admit I am an alcoholic...but... other times I am in complete denial. I know I am not the only one that has ever felt like this.... I feel sometimes like I am so stubborn/ pig headed! I have done time, hospitalised, hurt people I love, I am still on probation.... soooo much all due to my alcohol problem. I am more in the denial phase lately...
even with all that has happened....I don't know really what to do..... one day at a time....most of the time it's more like one hour at a time.
Patricia