...so thats ....?

call it the end of the world how do you survive when I was dying on purpose where does a person go from there?

...shove that damn city down my throat broken neck stare...without seeing the darkness why look anyhere?... just inject me....

...golden pockets magical eye sockets ...sprinting on velvet humming in my heart restart besides....!..

demon hunts down drug clown.... humming heart restart

....you can come if you want to you can come I guess you were already here I just arrived I will be first to get back I love you I hate you....I love how I love to hate you so much I'm loving madness loving sadness.

shattered battered scattered re-scattered over-shattered twice battered...

swallowed in time by time each time no time seen me like a mirror shattered scattered broken and battered.

humming no heart re-start!

end of bed the unfed watch the floor the door the undead...
crawl fingers grip invisible wall....ghostly crawl invisible crawl...whispers

glitters unseen magical unseen ...they release my unclean...
so I'm safe again....

humming heart stopped re-start humming heart .....

golden glow clouds blue low so slow

[madisgram]

call it the end of the world how do you survive when I was dying on purpose where does a person go from there?

when we're in self-destruct mode the only way to stop the progression for good is to learn to love yourself/ourself. a difficult task for some of us. but it can be done if we're willing to work thru the pain.
so many wonderful talents you possess, j. wonder where they would take you? me thinks you have incredible gifts to offer to yourself and the world. are you curious enough to check it out?