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I will be sober two years March 8th. I think, I continue to come out of a alcoholic fog. I don't know how I kept my job, I was constantly sick, I remember my husband calling me a drunken B, I thought, nobody calls me a drunken B, but thats what I was, By the grace of god,. I kept my job and am still married.
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That's a good way to describe it -- a drunken fog. But that's the way I was living for over 20 years -- in a drunken fog. lol Like you said, I don't know how I kept my job either. After I got sober, my sponsor said I had to make amends to my boss and co-workers. So I did -- and they were all STUNNED that I was a drunk!! They all swore to God that they didn't have a clue!
Now, I'm not sure I'm buying that, but my boss isn't a good liar, and HE really didn't know! Amazing. Anyway -- Sober is the amazing thing. Just thinking about getting drunk now turns my stomach. UGH!
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oh layla...thank you for your inspiring words.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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