[Yismymindblank12]

Last night I smoked too much weed ripped a bong too hard, which I made it possible for people with neurological problems like mine. I am being tested for paraneoplasticsyndrome and I smoked so much. My eyes were open according to all the people I knew in the room, but I couldn't see and my perception was dead. It was like that one part of my brain died literally then restarted. I didn't say yeah I am too high and imagining. No I am currently still high from it and it's alot less intense, but the brain patterns in my head are ****ed. I made so many poor choices with drugs without thinking I knew this would happen someday. Now my brain is sorta like a vegetable, but only part that was damaged the most was my sight and sensory info on sight, plus I am very numb. My brain blacked out and people found me in the street crawling or rolling on the ground out in the cold. I wasn't aware to me I probably went brain dead and my brain restarted because the signals got ****ed bad. I am still going to see a neuro Dr. what I still experience is very bad depersonalization to the point that everything isn't real. I feel like I am always stuck in Alice in Wonderland zone. Weird shapes letters and numbers are everywhere. My mind feels like a tv switching channels alot. Idk if this will ever go away. I can say this is close to being alive, but dead literally in a sense that I can use my brain in the other areas but this part of my brain got nuked and it is very hard to recover right now. It's definitely eye opening experience and I hope no one ends up where I just ended up. I am going to see a Dr. soon hopefully I can get my brain back. I do too much for people and when I got overwhelmed I killed whatever part of my brain I have left. I just want a normal life.

[spondiferous]

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time. I can relate to the blacking out on weed - that used to happen to me when I smoked it. And I always only ever smoked too much. There has never been anything but 'too much' for me when it comes to weed, drinking, etc. I hope things improve for you. It sounds like what you are describing is a pretty scary experience.

[Yismymindblank12]

Yeah, the endorphines went ape **** on my brain and turned off. I made i possible didn't it would, but it did.

[IndieVisible]

Nobody wants to hear about negative effects of marijuana, or the schizophrenia connection, or any thing negative about it. But I keep telling them about it, people deserve to get the whole story, both sides. I can't smoke pot, I WISH I COULD! But every time I try no matter how little, I get paranoid and delusional, if I smoke a lot I even hallucinate. A one hitter before bed does help me fall asleep, but i can not socialize or be awake on it. Thanks for sharing your experience about this drug that's suppose to be safer then benzos and alcohol lol.

[fate2freewill]

Cannabis decreases neurotransmissions. That is why it helps with pain and shacking and contractions, etc. It can also decrease the transmissions of a normal thought process, causing strange thoughts because all the thoughts are not being processed. If you are drinking alcohol at the same time, you create a different effect, same as mixing any other drugs together. cannabis will not damage your liver or brain, or any organs. It does take about 30 days to get it all out of your system. You will never die from cannabis as not one death has ever been reported. Anything can be overdone. Too much Tylenol will kill you. Eating to many calories will kill you too. Cannabis is a wonderful natural plant provided by mother earth. Use it wisely. Use it instead of alcohol if you need to relax. Get to know the different strains. Indicia strains make you want to not move and put you to sleep. Sativa strains are for staying awake, creativity, and will make you feel more paranoid. Mixes are best for most people. There is no philological addition to marijuana, only psychological. There are no withdrawals from marijuana. unlike alcohol.
Take the time to learn about the plant.

[Yismymindblank12]

I know weed can't kill you etc. You weren't there it might of been laced, I am fine now, but very shooken up still. I got the whole story. I ripped a bong so hard drank a quart of jack daniels had some vodka and half a beer wasn't really buzzed or drunk at the time, but dehydrated. I am not going into knowing what weed is and learning bout the plant. I am not saying weed is bad. I am telling people I can't it for me specifically I am being tested for a very severe case of paraneoplastic syndrome which is completely different, but it can kill me over time because my symptoms have gotten much worse. I am not saying weed is bad and is not good for you. I used to smoke it and had alot of it for 3 years nothing like this happened. It was not psych related. Like my eyes were open people thought I was awake, but I could not see I was blind and yes it affected my perception like normal of being really high, but whatever was in it damaged my brain for that time. I was lucky someone who helped earlier found my body in the cold partially dead. I was not moving and not responding even though I had a pulse. My brain in some areas shut off completely where I couldn't do anything. I wasn't asleep and definitely had a near death experience, because the guy left apparently for two minutes and someone found my body right next to the porch on the ground with a very small pulse in 30 degree below weather. Weed isn't bad, but I have to say be careful everyone. I mean you read bout this stuff on weed and smoke it. I feel like people are like professionals on weed, when no one really is to so far an extent. Yes there are no weed related deaths ever and definitely very little to no evidence of any kind it's bad for you. I get that, I just can't explain what happened what it could be laced with. I packed it and smoked it myself with my close friend Grace.

[Yismymindblank12]

If you said decreases the neurotransmitters. There could be a possibility that, with my physical condition in my brain has been so damage by my disorder etc. that it maybe possible that it can damage people in my circumstance. I used to rip bongs like that and drag sooo hard on weed all the time for 3 years. I just can't explain how that happened. Everyone says it's laced or it's not weed which is stupid, because I agree on it being laced possibly, but I inspected it myself and my friend smoked it b4 me and it was fine she smoke a bit more than I did. Nothing happened, but when I smoked it people found my partially dead body. I don't care to get in the weed is bad or good war. I just want to say that it happened to only me. So I can't smoke it anymore. Plus I don't care if anyone else does I hope weed is more available in the future and people do studies on specific people who can't smoke weed for already born brain problems. Not all neuro people with problems or stroke patients can and can't smoke, but I do say. I am an exception which is unfortunate, because I really loved it.

[flowergirl1972]

Originally Posted by IndieVisible

Nobody wants to hear about negative effects of marijuana, or the schizophrenia connection, or any thing negative about it. But I keep telling them about it, people deserve to get the whole story, both sides. I can't smoke pot, I WISH I COULD! But every time I try no matter how little, I get paranoid and delusional, if I smoke a lot I even hallucinate. A one hitter before bed does help me fall asleep, but i can not socialize or be awake on it. Thanks for sharing your experience about this drug that's suppose to be safer then benzos and alcohol lol.

I have been trying to tell my kids for a while now that weed is no better then any other drug out there. they all have different side effects. but up till now I didn't have any kind of proof. and still they don't believe me when I show them or tell them things. thanks for those that share what you have experienced.

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by Yismymindblank12

Not all neuro people with problems or stroke patients can and can't smoke, but I do say. I am an exception .

I am a neuro exception to the notion of medicinal marijuana. It interacts with me, in ways that gives off tremors. Doesn't interact well, with my own neuro transmitters.

I know, they give this stuff, in pill form, marinol, but to read that, it's to reduce nausea. I know there are those, out there promoting the legalization for medicine, as a pain reliever. I suppose, it does help some, especially people that cannot handle the opiate pain relievers.

More studies, would be nice, to see, who it benefits and who it doesn't. And why. True scientific approaches.

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by Yismymindblank12

very severe case of paraneoplastic syndrome which is completely different,.

When do you see the specialist, and when do they start giving you the necessary treatments?!

[IndieVisible]

What they have found in some cases actually a significant percentage of people on medical marijuana is for them it's not the THC chem that helps them but some of the others in the plant, so there are different strands of weed without the THC. Used primarily to control seizures.