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I havent been drinking near as I use to and I havnt touched a drink in about a month. But last night I drank a whole bottle of wine. I wasn't even aware I did so because i had amnesia from overdosing on ambien. When i woke up I saw the bottle in the trash. I feel awful and like a complete failure.
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Ambien has a tendency to do that to people. I've been struggling with the no drinking thing for a little over 100 days now. I once heard it said that failure is an event, not a person. When I slip up, which I know I will, I'll be self-critical, but that will eventually fade. I hope that it fades for you too.
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Hey i'm an addict. Welcome to the club.
Remember everyone has a different bottom. You can get off the down elevator at any floor, you don't have to take it all the way to the basement.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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