[AngstyLady]

I tell myself and try not to get upset at my neighbor friend- back when I used to talk to her more, hang out on occasion, she divulged how she used to do coke- I think she still does on occasion, and I think her friends are over right now drinking and using- so sad. I am so glad I got away from all that. Being clear headed is truly best. Even prescription drugs are a waste I think. Well, unless you've got a chemical imbalance and such- trying not to go off on a tangent, something I do too much. Anyways, this is me reminding myself why its better not to use. It gives you a fake sense of security and happiness and tricks you into thinking things are ok, when really it's good to feel negative emotions such as melanocholy and frustration and other hurt to help propel you forward- drugs can keep you stuck in a rut with no motivation to do anything about it. Yes, getting out of a rut is tough, but basically impossible when drugs re added to the mix. Anyway, it's 3am and they're up there talking loudly, on occasion banging things and playing loud music- somehow my bf has been sleeping through it all (luckily) as he has to get up early tmrw for school. I have to go to bed soon myself and they better shut the hell up- or I will text her- but I'm sorta afraid her loud company might be stupid and decide to take that as a challenge to be more obnoxious.

[Altered Moment]

Drugs are hollow happiness

Yes they are and I am so grateful I don't deal with that anymore.

[gma45]

So sorry this is what you are having to live next to. You are right nothing good that I know of has ever come from doing drugs. I hope you got some sleep. Next time you see your neighbor I would say something like...I don't care what you do but would you please keep it down some of us have to get up in the morning. If she is still a friend she will understand. If not next time call the authorities.