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Aug 13, 2014, 11:21 AM
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My wife just said she has to leave for work in 30 mins. My god the voice is howling, the second she said that my chest fluttered and my fingers went numb. I won't break but I just had to get this thought out there.
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Aug 13, 2014, 11:56 AM
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Stay strong. Some of us do a lot of praying in such situations but I do not know if you are so inclined.
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Aug 13, 2014, 12:13 PM
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I gave my wife my debit card and I'm just going grasp on to my desire to be better with both hands, and the fact I can tell her proudly that I survived
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Aug 13, 2014, 07:43 PM
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made it, it was rough at first, but most importantly im not hungover tonight.
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Aug 13, 2014, 07:46 PM
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Good job
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Aug 13, 2014, 09:11 PM
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Now on to the next, but thank you
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Aug 14, 2014, 03:46 PM
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Quote:
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Sep 02, 2014, 12:40 AM
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Great job! I recently read an article about how we can let go of almost any habit if we realize that we don't have to do it.
We don't have to act on the thought to use drugs or smoke cigarettes. The author said to just watch the urge to use without acting on it and that pretty soon, the urge won't have any power over us. That's easier said than done. The last time I relapsed I just started using as soon as I thought about it without thinking about anything else. I didn't think about calling my sponsor or about going to a meeting. I simply called a cab, and went to the 'bad' part of the city to get drugs. I've been clean for a few months now and I'm definitely going to practice watching my urges to use cocaine. It's going to be hard, but if the guy that wrote the article is right, it should get easier and easier to just 'watch' without 'acting'. What do you think?
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