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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
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Jul 10, 2017 at 01:17 AM
#421
3 days to go before my 2 year anniversary from being sober from booze!!!
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
Posts: 10,924
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Jul 10, 2017 at 03:32 AM
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Go greentires4me!!
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
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Jul 10, 2017 at 03:34 PM
#423
31 days!
__________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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Jul 10, 2017 at 03:44 PM
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Congratulations childofchaos831!
  
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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Jul 10, 2017 at 03:56 PM
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Ive relapsed on dope and struggling to find a reason to get clean again
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Location: USA
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Jul 10, 2017 at 04:23 PM
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
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Jul 10, 2017 at 04:42 PM
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I have fought the demon today but tomorrow and the next day are up in the air.
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Location: USA
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Jul 10, 2017 at 04:52 PM
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Good job today! Well done.
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
Posts: 2,986
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Jul 12, 2017 at 07:44 AM
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__________________ Love, Light and Happiness!!! |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Aug 2012
Location: Michigan
Posts: 9,645
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Jul 12, 2017 at 08:03 AM
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Wow! Congratulations greentires4me!
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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Jul 12, 2017 at 08:55 AM
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Congratulations greentires4me!!! ☺
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Comfy Sedation
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Jul 12, 2017 at 09:54 AM
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I haven't used since Sunday. I get paid tomorrow and I'm worried
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Member Since Mar 2015
Location: Washington
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Jul 12, 2017 at 10:29 AM
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I went through two grams of coke and a gram and a half of heroin yesterday. I'm checking myself into inpatient today.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
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Jul 12, 2017 at 01:23 PM
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2012
Location: scotland
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Jul 12, 2017 at 01:30 PM
#435
distracting myself til 2200hrs, can't buy booze here after that or get a bus for anything other.
 to all struggling, hang in there.
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Comfy Sedation
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Jul 13, 2017 at 08:43 PM
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im still clean
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Jul 15, 2017 at 12:18 AM
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37 days... the stupid app on my phone says 888 hours... heh.
im exhausted. im tired of all this crap. im in physical pain constantly, but because im an addict, i get to just be in pain and miserable 24 hrs a day. what's the point of fighting to be clean if life sucks clean as much as it sucks using? __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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Jul 15, 2017 at 08:29 AM
#438
Do you have someone who could help you manage withdrawal or speak with you about what you are going through?
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Jul 15, 2017 at 12:24 PM
#439
I know a few people, but it's so hard to express how awful I feel irl. Anytime I am with people, the facade is up, I appear normal, etc. But the things in my head are really starting to get to me.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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Jul 15, 2017 at 01:17 PM
#440
No one irl knows how badly you are doing right now.
What about group support like AA, NA, etc.? |
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