[celeskeyamanda]

Well today is my second day I've been on here and I figured I tell you guys about my day....woke up at like 10am started to drink my whiskey I've had a 5th of heaven hill for going on three days so I was proud of myself until today I even ate before I started to drink but I drank until the rest was gone I got so mad drunk and emotional too and I seriously don't even know why but

Possible trigger:

I was very mad even got up in my husbands face and was gonna punch him

but within 20mins from all that I was sobering up and apologing I mean I felt so bad for reacting that way but what's the most scary thing to me is I seriously blacked out and quickly sobered up all before dark idk its all really just freaking out

[Skeezyks]

Hello celeskeyamanda: The Skeezyks would simply like to send some healing thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace within...

[LucyD]

I know where you are coming from. I drink wine quite often. I have black outs at times and feel so guilty even when I haven't done anything wrong. I don't even feel like stopping either.

[notz]

I had my share of drunken days and blackouts. I'd get drunk and belligerent and sometimes take a swing at my partner. Still makes me feel ashamed to think about those times.