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Default Jul 29, 2016 at 06:01 PM
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And I'm craving alcohol to help me cope. I am trying to go med free but I don't want to then use alcohol as the great escape. How do I find peace???????????

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((( jacky )))

Adding alcohol to the mix will only make you have to go back to being on Meds.

Hang in there! PM as needed.

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Default Jul 30, 2016 at 03:12 AM
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Jacky, sometimes we have to white-knuckle through it if distractions don't work. I have had struggled like you described. I took a deep breath and just firmly decided not to pick up. Period. Eventually, the craving would pass.
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Jacky, I thought of two more things:

If you did drink, don't beat yourself up. You can start fresh tomorrow.

If you haven't drank, get all alcohol out of the house now if there is any. You can't drink it if it isn't there. That helped me quit alcohol and cigarettes.

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Default Jul 30, 2016 at 10:45 AM
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Thx guys. You are right moogs alcohol will just lead to worse things and then more meds it's such a vicious cycle!

Rainyday, I didn't drink and I have none in the house. But I always used it to calm myself so of course it's what I'm craving as a "fix" although I know it leads to more problems. Thx for the advice!

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Default Jul 30, 2016 at 03:50 PM
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I'm curious as to why you're quitting your meds? Everytime I've quit my meds I went straight to alcohol again so be careful. And then when I get sober it's hard to find the right meds again because I feel I've done more damage to my mind from drinking. Hang in there. Do you like AA? It was never my thing but it's helped tons of people through sobriety.

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Default Jul 30, 2016 at 04:58 PM
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I quit this time because of side effects. But if I'm honest here.....I always end up quitting them. And alcohol always seems starts calling my number again. I'm resisting but it's hard. I'm going to trial it out but if the past is any indicator I will end up at my pdoc office begging for meds to make me feel better.
I really want to be off them so bad though

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Default Jul 30, 2016 at 05:54 PM
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I quit this time because of side effects. But if I'm honest here.....I always end up quitting them. And alcohol always seems starts calling my number again. I'm resisting but it's hard. I'm going to trial it out but if the past is any indicator I will end up at my pdoc office begging for meds to make me feel better.

I really want to be off them so bad though


I so understand. However now I realize I CANT quit my meds or all hell will break loose. And even then I still go back to drinking. Hell, I'm drinking right now lol. It's been helping me sleep at night

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I quit this time because of side effects. But if I'm honest here.....I always end up quitting them. And alcohol always seems starts calling my number again. I'm resisting but it's hard. I'm going to trial it out but if the past is any indicator I will end up at my pdoc office begging for meds to make me feel better.
I really want to be off them so bad though
I am sorry you are struggling. It took me a long time but I'm on a med combo that works and side effects are extremely minimal. I was picking up when my bipolar was not stabilized and also trying to numb chronic pain. Please be careful, Jacky.

I miss seeing you on the bipolar forum. Or did you post recently and I missed it? Please stay active there - meds/no meds and sober/not sober....just come as you are. No judgement, just support.
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Default Jul 31, 2016 at 12:26 AM
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For me, I always slip back to the familiar alcohol even when I am on meds. I know you quit your meds but maybe its because you haven't found the right ones yet? I know its so tough. Its Saturday night and all I want to do is have a drink listen to some music and unwind and calm this crazy mind of mine.

But hang in there. Do you at least have a therapist you can talk to about all this?

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