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Old Mar 07, 2017, 04:00 PM
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Until this evening I had not drank since New Years Eve.

Lately I've noticed a lot of anger within me. I find it uncomfortable. But I have been remaining positive and enjoying sobriety. This afternoon I found work stressful.

I came home and as I was parking my car I could hear my wife screaming inside the house. It turns out my 13 year old son has been getting into trouble again. He has autism and ADHD. He has messaged a girl at school on Instagram, threatening to rape her. We have left a message with the social worker and are going to speak to her tomorrow.

I have taken his tablet device and mobile phone off him and given them to my mother. I have been finding my mother harder and harder to get on with. But our son threatened us with a mallet and I am worried that if he knows the devices are around the house it will cause trouble.

I played games for a bit and went out for a drive. I rang a crisis helpline (the Samaritans). It is just not enough.

So I bought a bottle of cherry vodka. I thought it would be nice but unfortunately it is not.

I can try and get back on the wagon tomorrow. But what do I do if this happens again??? Its such a *****.
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Old Mar 08, 2017, 03:37 PM
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Damn, I'm surprised you had the time to even say all of this on an internet forum. My ex-girlfriend's brother has severe Asperger's, and his mom has to watch over him like a hawk. I hope the best for you and everyone else, it's the best a stranger on the internet can do for you, mate!
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Old Mar 12, 2017, 02:23 PM
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Thanks electro01. I haven't drank since that evening so its back to sobriety for me. Things are still really tough with my son at times.
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Old Mar 12, 2017, 02:25 PM
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Its never too late to turn around. You can do it!
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Old Mar 12, 2017, 04:21 PM
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We all have slip ups from time to time...The most important thing is to NEVER give up Giving up.

As with the dealing with pent up stress and searching for a release, maybe start by getting yourself a bicycle. Cycling not only frees us, but also allows us 'time out' to focus on our breathing and an opportunity to contemplate 'Where to from here?'
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Old Mar 14, 2017, 02:34 PM
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The bicycle one is a good idea Quarter life, although I am obese so it might be difficult.

Still staying sober!
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