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Nov 28, 2018 at 10:11 AM
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who do we appreciate? greentires4me!!!  Congratulations! 
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Nov 30, 2018 at 02:38 AM
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I very rarely get cravings but right now I'm craving drugs really bad. All types of drugs.
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Nov 30, 2018 at 06:29 AM
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Desoxyn,
Sorry you're having really strong cravings. Hope you find a way to get through them. I find distraction works well for me. Hang in there. splitimage __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Nov 30, 2018 at 09:19 AM
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Nov 30, 2018 at 09:21 AM
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Nov 30, 2018 at 10:09 AM
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today marks a month of Alcohol free living.
have lost about 10 pounds so that is progress. Would never been able to lose weight because of the fattening beers that I drink, and because I am a binge drinker so there is that. Tackling addictions is hard work...2 of 3 at the same time. My internet addiction is in full swing though...need to reel that in too. sigh We have the christmas party to go to, there will be lots of food and alcohol there, I will bring sodas and hot tea to drink. I hope to be controlled on my eating. Maybe eat something here so that way I am not starving by the time we eat around 7pm. Need to come up with a gag gift for the gift exchange(white elephant)...steal gifts, it is fun! have a great weekend yall. Have to work in the morning There is a play that I want to see....modern Shakespeare, mcbeth. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Dec 01, 2018 at 05:12 AM
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Bizi, Way to go on hitting 30 days. Keep up the good work.
splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Dec 01, 2018 at 09:09 AM
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split thank you for always being so supportive.
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Dec 01, 2018 at 02:04 PM
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Dec 01, 2018 at 02:39 PM
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Took a THC gummy when I was craving. It literally stole my soul and then I had a panic attack and took 2 benzos which kicked in within 15 minutes and I was better and went to sleep.
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Dec 01, 2018 at 02:48 PM
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I realize that I'm craving because I quit cigarettes two weeks ago..
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Dec 01, 2018 at 03:25 PM
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Desoxyn maybe u greened out on the gummy. How big of a dose was it?
Next time eat or consume orange juice or oranges that takes away the high. Mixing pills like benzodiazepines can make things worse. Coming from personal experience here. Congratulations to bizi on making it a month. __________________ Love, Light and Happiness!!! |
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Dec 01, 2018 at 08:19 PM
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I feel so uncomfortable while sober. I'm agitated and irritable. Everything is annoying. I cant relax. Everything feels wrong and I can't enjoy the moment.
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Dec 01, 2018 at 09:05 PM
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I want to buy a bottle of wine I cant take this anymore I'm crawling out of my own body
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Dec 01, 2018 at 09:25 PM
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Dec 06, 2018 at 06:25 AM
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I'm fighting really strong urges to go off my antabuse, wait a few days and drink.
I know it's because I'm nervous about starting work on Mon. But drinking would just screw it up for me. I had a good appointment with my addictions Dr. yesterday and we talked through a lot of stuff. She got me to commit to her to staying on the Antabuse for the next 2 weeks, and then see her again. I can handle 2 weeks. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Dec 07, 2018 at 07:05 AM
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Sorry to hear about your tough times, Desoxyn and Splits.
I am still hanging in - 530 days. __________________ | |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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Dec 07, 2018 at 10:01 AM
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ARe you still not smoking? that is a very hard adiction to give up. give yourself some credit...you are trying to give up 2 very difficult addictions at the same time. I believe in you. (((((HUGS))))) bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Dec 10, 2018 at 05:54 AM
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Starting the new job today and am really nervous. But I'm still taking my Antabuse, so I won't drink. Just going to focus on making it through my first shift, one hour at a time.
splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Dec 10, 2018 at 06:13 AM
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Good luck splitimage!
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