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#81
Jess, I wondered how you were doing since we hadn't heard from you in a while. Sorry you are having a tough time but glad you are still working on it. I don't understand the detox center's actions at all - addiction is a mental health issue and psychosis is not rare during detox.
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#82
Tick tock - watching the clock. I probably won't stay up for it, but in 6 hours I could celebrate one year...
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#85
Congrats UpDownAround. You rock.
I'm going to force myself to go back to IOP today - I wimped out on the last few days. Then I see my councillor, and go for acupuncture. The acupuncture will be my reward for going. splitimage |
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#86
One year!
I would like to say it flew by, but that would be a lie. It did get a lot easier after the first few weeks and even easier after a few months. __________________ | |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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I am so frigging triggered to drink right now - bad news about my taxes from revenue Canada, ex-roommate pressuring me for money, and me feeling like a loser for not having money since I'm on disability. All hot buttons.
But I'm not going to drink. I'm home for the evening. I'm in my pj's already, and I refuse to call Dial a Bottle as I can't afford them. Plus I don't want to blow the few months sobriety I do have. Just had to get it out. |
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#92
Hang in there, Splits!
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Today marks 17days till my 3 years...
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Will do!
I did my 5th step on Saturday. Gonna meet with my sponsor this Friday to keep moving forward. I can't stall put like I have in the past. I've never gotten thru the 9th step, always stalled and relapsed. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Count down: 15 days lol
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#96
Do I reset today? Or do I keep it the way it is??? I did slip with one addiction but it isn't the one I'm working on right now....
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30 days clean and sober!
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I can go months without anything. But then I try to 'bump' my mood and it starts all over again.
When will this cycle end?! Over one year sober. But temptation is knocking on the door. If I drink, I die. It's that simple. |
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