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Jul 09, 2018 at 07:45 PM
#121
want to go to the gym and walk on the tred mill but have had too much to drink to safely go there 1 mile away.
don't want to take a chance and get a DWI, that would ruin my life. I have not been on the computer that much since I am some what depressed. bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Jul 10, 2018 at 05:59 AM
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Bizi, I'm sorry you weren't able to go to the gym but good decision not to drive after drinking. Maybe next time, you can remember you want to go to the gym and use that desire to help you resist drinking.
Hang in. __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Jul 10, 2018 at 10:45 AM
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Jul 10, 2018 at 05:08 PM
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I’ve been cutting down ready for my detox in a couple of weeks. But the last couple of days have been a real struggle and I’m drinking more again. This morning when I woke up I was so anxious and seriously thought “I could just have a drink and feel alright” but I refrained. It’s terrifying though. Because I’ve always said “I don’t need a drink in the morning” and this morning I really really did.
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Jul 10, 2018 at 06:59 PM
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hi i have never done a check in can;t tell you why... i have been an addict all my life and did well for some years in the 90s but now i can't make it thru a week. 1 day 1day
thanks ,tams __________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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Jul 11, 2018 at 02:58 AM
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Welcome to the thread Tams,
I don't know if this would be an option for you, but have you ever considered treatment, either residential or outpatient. It can be very helpful in letting you get a base of sober time to build on. I don't know what your substance is, but maybe a frank talk with your Dr. is in order. There are meds that can make the withdrawal process less awful, which is particularly important with alcohol as alcohol withdrawal can be dangerous. There are also a number of anti craving meds that can help you stay clean/sober. Hope to see you posting and hearing how it's going. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Jul 11, 2018 at 03:05 AM
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Really struggled yesterday with wanting beer. It's been so hot here and I don't have AC, just fans, and the heat is really starting to get to me.
But I didn't order any, and just kept chugging diet gingerale instead. Looking forward to going to my IOP program today. __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Jul 11, 2018 at 03:39 AM
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I avoided smoking weed.
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Jul 11, 2018 at 10:26 AM
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1 day left...but my cake is today!!
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Jul 11, 2018 at 12:40 PM
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Jul 11, 2018 at 09:27 PM
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Jul 11, 2018 at 09:47 PM
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Jul 12, 2018 at 12:54 AM
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I have an hour yet my time before it is actually I will post a picture tomorrow of the end result lol.
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Jul 12, 2018 at 06:57 AM
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Jul 12, 2018 at 06:59 AM
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Jul 12, 2018 at 07:59 AM
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Jul 12, 2018 at 10:39 AM
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Yay!
 Huge congratulations on making 3 years. That's awesome. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Jul 12, 2018 at 08:14 PM
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Jul 14, 2018 at 07:59 AM
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oh I get it now. sorry
Happy 3 year anniversary! bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Jul 14, 2018 at 09:00 AM
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