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#151
Jul 17, 2018, 06:03 AM
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#152
Jul 17, 2018, 08:01 AM
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Thank you up.
 Have a good day! bizi
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#153
Jul 17, 2018, 02:14 PM
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I went out to the woods near a cliff and everyone was smoking weed and drinking and I was just drinking. I passed out when I was nearly sobering up then woke up and took a Concerta for the hangover.
I feel a lot of anxiety from this. That's why I didn't smoke any more weed. I was thinking of ordering Etizolam but I think I want to just ask my new psychiatrist for clonazepam to take when needed. Because I can't stand the anxiety anymore. I can't get CBD because it's too expensive but a smoke shop is going to open up in town in October... |
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#154
Jul 18, 2018, 01:27 AM
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I broke last night and I hated it. I've gone over a year without drinking and I'm so disappointed in myself for drinking half a bottle on Vodka.
I really thought it would feel like kissing my first love.... It just made me wake up early with a headache and
Possible trigger:
18/07/2018 First day sober. Sorry to rant but I'm back with you guys       
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#155
Jul 18, 2018, 02:08 PM
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Welcome back 21SAB. So you relapsed, which isn't great, but you stopped quickly and jumped right back into recovery which is great.
Can you think back on your situation and feelings that led up to the relapse, and what if anything you could have done differently. That might help you avoid future relapses. Be careful, you might finding yourself craving alcohol more in the next several days than normal. At least that's been me experience after a relapse. Hang in there. splitimage
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 "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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#156
Jul 18, 2018, 08:09 PM
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I hate alcohol. I'm never going to get drunk again.
The only time I enjoyed it was when I took 7 shots of whiskey when I was 16. I never felt such euphoria. I don't know why I feel like I'm under water when I drink after that one time and that's about it. Everyone else loves it. |
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#157
Jul 18, 2018, 09:08 PM
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today makes 8 days abs/af.
I went to the gym and walked a 5k(3.1 miles) need to increase my endurance before oj rp I am hungry and tired. Will have a bag of pop corn when we watch jerry seinfeld. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#158
Jul 18, 2018, 09:10 PM
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today makes 8 days abs/af.
I went to the gym and walked a 5k(3.1 miles) Need to increase my endurance before our trip. Of course I did the hydro bed I am hungry and tired. Will have a bag of pop corn when we watch jerry seinfeld. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#159
Jul 19, 2018, 04:22 PM
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dont give a **** anymore
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#160
Jul 19, 2018, 07:33 PM
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I drank miller lite beer tonight. 60 oz at home.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#161
Jul 19, 2018, 08:07 PM
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I made it 7 days!!! Now for 11, one more than my best so far.
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#162
Jul 20, 2018, 05:46 AM
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#163
Jul 21, 2018, 12:08 AM
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I made it 9 days then caved.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#164
Jul 21, 2018, 07:21 AM
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Hi guys! Sorry for the lack of updates. Things have been pretty stressful around here. Just trying to cope day by day. Today is my 3 months though!!
 WOO
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#165
Jul 21, 2018, 08:06 AM
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congratulations jess!!!!!!!!
you are awesome! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#166
Jul 21, 2018, 12:42 PM
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i would like to say a few things here if its ok. To the people who need a beer or drink to make them feel better, i think they need to start their day without one, trying their hardest not to have a drink. I used to drink everyday in college over 30m year ago. after that i stopped. i have to say now that my sobrity is my drunk. i drank so much at one point i would pray to be sober. Nature also came into my life when we bought a house in the
near countryside. then nature became my dunk too. There are so many triggers for drinking like tv commercials and bars on every corner in the city where i grew up. this makes me mad. i was taught by my typical irish parents that drinking is ok, which i don't believe it is, unless in moderation. i hope and praythat drinkiers can stop their addiction, they are missing on the sobrity high they can get. good luck |
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#167
Jul 21, 2018, 04:38 PM
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#168
Jul 21, 2018, 08:23 PM
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I wanted to get high so I bought a bottle of Tylenol 1's, did the cold water extraction to isolate the codeine and then just said screw it and poured it down the drain..
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#169
Jul 21, 2018, 09:22 PM
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#170
Jul 22, 2018, 09:45 AM
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Desoxyn,
Good for you for resisting. Every time you do that, you'll get stronger. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#171
Jul 23, 2018, 05:15 PM
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Today is day one. Last night after drinking half a bottle of vodka I told my girlfriend to pour the rest away and not let me buy anymore. I’m sort of regretting it, but I know I need to do it.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#172
Jul 23, 2018, 06:54 PM
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please don't put your burden on her.
you must own this yourself. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#173
Jul 23, 2018, 06:59 PM
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I am owning it, it was my choice, I said to pour it away. I just know that I need someone to help keep me on the straight and narrow. She wants to help and it would be foolish of me to not accept help because I know my willpower is nonexistent at times.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#174
Jul 23, 2018, 07:23 PM
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I am glad that she wants to help you.
hubby does not see it as a problem so does not help me with it. regulating I would resent him for it. I wonder if this makes sense. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#175
Jul 24, 2018, 04:35 PM
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Well staying sober didn’t last long. I thought my detox was meant to start today, turns out it doesn’t start until August 13. And I was feeling ill, so yeah back on it until then I guess. I just wish they would let me start now but I guess they have their reasons. The levels I’m drinking means I’m at risk of seizures if I just stop hence having to wait for detox.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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