the reflective mind

i'm taking cannabis and klonopin and I probably shouldn't be? under my provider's care i also take an lexapro guanfacine dexedrine and lunesta.

i originally justified taking benzos from old prescription bottles to regain sleep and take the edge off the stimulant. and that's what i use it for. 0.5 mg of klonopin at night to facilitate sleep. it also helps combat side effects in the morning.

Cannabis I use during stressful times. ie i went into quiz today without flashcard and overconfident. i needed flashcard and got a low score. I was having meltdown inside and just decided to take cannabis. It worked fast and I processed the meltdown quickly and moved on.

I feel on one hand it sounds silly that i am currently taking klonopin guanfacine lexapro dexedrine and using cannabis and on the other hand i see some mixed results. some of them are good.

i should probably stop the weed and taper down on the klonopin and ask about it next appointment

....i do not want to take cannabis prn because it's currently federally illegal. i don't see obvious sign of poor performance at school, though i have nothing to compare it to. perhaps i was over confident because of the dexedrine and the dexedrine is more of a problem. maybe i should just make a note to always bring flashcard.

what are your goals?
bizi