Meds for mental pain

Desoxyn · 03:46 PM

The Concept of Mental Pain - FullText - Psychotherapy and Psychosomatics 2013, Vol. 82, No. 2 - Karger Publishers

^ This is basically what mental pain originates from, it's connections, etc.

In Mexico, there was a "Farmacia" underneath the apartment building, and along the road.. I counted about 25-30 of them there.

My psych meds are Invega Trinza (Every 9 weeks - It's been almost 10 weeks, as I needed to book an appointment), Vyvanse/Dexedrine (ADHD and negative symptoms of schizophrenia), olanzepine (For DPDR/panic attacks - From a psychedelic overdose in 2016), atenolol (For physical anxiety), zopiclone (Low dose for sleep), pregabalin (To replace phenibut use), lamotrigine (To help prevent suicidal thoughts), clonazepam PRN (In case of a dissociative panic attack), Invega pills PRN (In case of psychosis).

Anyways, I took a Tylenol 3 in Mexico, and felt relief from that. I bought Diazepam and Ritalin (Which was a little fun I guess, helped me to have a good vacation, to relax etc).

I'm wondering if I can ask my psychiatrist for Tylenol 3's (For mental pain) - Cuz if I can just ask my doctor (Here in Canada) now -

Possible trigger:

to help me commit suicide properly,

then it shouldn't be a big deal. Times have changed. The energy has.

I woke up with mental pain today and I've had enough. It's stressing my mom out and she feels helpless.

Travelinglady · Jan 03, 2023, 11:27 PM

I hope you chose to stay in this world. There are many other meds for mental pain other than what you mentioned. Please talk to someone about it.

SlumberKitty · Jan 04, 2023, 02:49 PM

HUGS Desoxyn. I hope you choose to stay in this world. You are too brilliant to be cut short. The world needs you.

WastingAsparagus · Jan 05, 2023, 07:34 PM

This makes my heart ache, Desoxyn - I hope you can find a way through it.

Desoxyn · Jan 13, 2023, 05:17 PM

Sorry guys... That was a really bad time. I guess the Invega injection prevents me from abnormal thinking/decisions, cognitive impairment etc.. + The olanzepine.

I have a bit of BPD from relationships too. I didn't really react well to the lamotrigine (So I stopped taking it) - It's pretty okay to feel sad.. Just not too sad I guess.

But since I posted this, I haven't felt much "mental pain". I'm back on my regular meds now..

The only problem I have, is that I find it really hard to wake up in the morning (Which isn't much of a problem..).

Possible trigger:

I walked outside after arguing with my mom, rapidly switching focus (Like I've never experienced) - And I stood by the train tracks, putting clonazepam under my tongue until I could possibly jump in front of the train. She called me to come back home, and we drank wine, decided that I wouldn't go to the hospital (Cuz the Invega injection would eventually have been kicking in).. Idk what to think about that situation.. It happened, but Idk what to think about it. I just wanted to do something "nuts", Idk.

But that is out of my system.. Things are going okay now.. ^- My mental state has been good for over a week.

Desoxyn · Jan 13, 2023, 05:27 PM

But really, this "walking in front of" things - It happened when I was 16 (10 years ago). My life has greatly improved. I just can't believe it's like the same thing that can happen, again...

But I continue.. living. I can't predict the future - But then again, no one can. I try not to take it TOO seriously.. thinking about it all of the time. Life goes on, it continues..

I see my psychiatrist next month.. So I'll mention these things. My mom will probably be there to say the negative things that has happened, cuz I only say positive things lol...