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Old Jun 08, 2008, 09:50 PM
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Back to tomorrow being day one And.....

I couldn't resist the pull of the dilaudid. Whats worse is i stole it. I rationalize that by remembering that it was in the medicine cabinet of my great aunts - but was made to my late uncle. So no one was actively using it right? (right... not an excuse just showing how my pattern of thinking went)

Mom is here to care for baby so I am not stupid enough to endanger him or care for him while im up.

I missed this. Its going to be hard to quit again. Tomorrow is day one. Im sorry I let you all down... im sad about it.

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Old Jun 08, 2008, 10:20 PM
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(((Rainbowzz)))) I'm sorry that you slipped. Staying clean is really hard work and you've had a lot of stress going on. The important thing is that you're being honest about it, and that you're starting over and not continuing to use.

It took me lots of tries and relapses before I got any kind of sobriety going so don't beat yourself up tooo much.

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Old Jun 08, 2008, 10:46 PM
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Old Jun 08, 2008, 11:37 PM
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ODDAT?

I love both of you. Thanks for not hating me. Im doing enough of that right now.
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