[youOme]

ever since my kids and i have been seperated, thanks mostly to my own decisions. i try to stay high as much as i can. i do still see my kids 3-4 days a week, but it still never feels enough. i moved to a neighborhood where pills are real popular. i of course smoke whatever pot i can get, take whatever pill is given to me. i snort whatever. i mostly snort tabs. makes everything a lot more tolerable down here in this hillbilly shithole. i just wanted to say that..... i'm trying to cool my roll down though, so i can be clean and get a job....now a days a lot of employers drug test, ya know.

[nowheretorun]

welcome youOme there are a few of us in here at the moment, join in!

[Lenny]

I wish I knew what to say youOme.....but all I can share at this moment is a hope...

That you get real tired of running...soon..

With Care,

Lenny

[Capp]

Originally Posted by youOme

ever since my kids and i have been seperated, thanks mostly to my own decisions. i try to stay high as much as i can. i do still see my kids 3-4 days a week, but it still never feels enough. i moved to a neighborhood where pills are real popular. i of course smoke whatever pot i can get, take whatever pill is given to me. i snort whatever. i mostly snort tabs. makes everything a lot more tolerable down here in this hillbilly shithole. i just wanted to say that..... i'm trying to cool my roll down though, so i can be clean and get a job....now a days a lot of employers drug test, ya know.

youOme,
verging on the border of being sick and tired of being sick and tired?
I hope so...

are there any NA meetings in your town? a clinic that can oversee you safely stopping these drugs? are you able to move to a different neighborhood?

youOme, you've got some decisions to make...
stopping so you can get a job is not going to keep you clean for long...it might help in the short term, but you've got to want it for yourself, to stop feeling like crap physically and mentally, and find a measure of peace.

employers do random drug checks anyway...

do you allow your kids to see you when you are high? I understand that you want to see them--but it can be hurting them in many ways if they see you only when you are high.

Keep coming back and post. Let us know how you are doing...
We care

Cap