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((((((((Fuzzy )))))))) Fuzzy, I'm so sorry for your pain. I wish I had a magic wand that could make all your pain go away. I send my love and prayers to you. ️

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((((Fuzzy)))) I think of you often (in a good way!) and always see you extending your empathy and kindness to so many on PC.

I am anorexic and understand wanting to fade away. The whole "I'm too fat thing" disappeared long ago lol

I am here to support you. We can fight the fight! 😘😘😘

There are times when disappearing feels like the best thing to do....but in reality.....life can get to the point where we don't want to disappear....at least during the good times....& good times are possible though it doesn't always feel like it.

Yes, there are too many ugly hearted people out there in this world that inflict an unsurmountable pain onto others, physically, emotionally- these wounds don't ever heal. . . . Sending warm thoughts and your way. . .

The wounds heal but the scars have a hard time going away.

That's so true that wounds heal but the scars stay longer.
Fuzzybear, like you I have trouble trusting people. I went through emotional abuse from several family members over many years. They think I should forgive and forget, sweep it under the carpet but, I can' t.
I have tried several times but, I can't forget what happened. They refuse to accept any responsibility and I don't have contact with them.
So when it comes to meeting new people, I can't let myself trust them. I've got to be in control.

The dysfunctional parents I grew up with are no longer alive & I finally left my H after 33 years of his dysfunction. Moved to a place where I didn't know anyone......it was like a chance to do over & mostly leave the past behind except trying to get the divorce finalized from that far away.

It's amazing because it really gives you a chance to see who YOU REALLY ARE. I have found I am nothing like that person I ended up being under those conditions.......but I can feel that I am the person that was always trying to get out but couldn't.....always blocked by reacting to their dysfunction.

It's an amazingly feeling of freedom. The sad thing is that they were nice people but they were so dysfunctional that they basically unknowingly were unable not to effect those me who was the only one who had to live closely around them (I was an only child, & obviously only wife)

It was only after leaving & obviously my parents no longer being alive that I have finally felt like I didn't just want to disappear though I was always trying to find things that I could excel in throughout my life but had to work so hard to do it, it was exhausting.

Now......life is good & there are wonderful people out there who really do care & know how to show it much better than those who were supposed to be close to me but were unable because of their dysfunction (which is a lot different than intentional abuse)

(((fuzzy))) Please don't fade away! You are lovely!
you have cheered me in so many ways! xo