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Jan 29, 2016, 06:49 PM
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so long story kind of short ....
Ive been dealing with my ED for three years now. The last 9 months to a year ive been doing some what better was able to eat dinners ( thanks to smoking i don't know if that is ok to say in here :/ ) but the bad thing was i still would throw up whatever was left in my stomach that morning so bad to the point i would almost pass out .. but was not able to eat at all during the day. About three weeks ago i ended up getting strep throat with a abscess in my throat. Well because it was so painful i couldn't purge ( i was happy but than again i was pretty angry ) well anyways as of today its been almost a month since i haven't purged  and yesterday i got the courage to try and eat something during the day * a small thing of yogurt which i shared with my daughter so only had maybe 6 small bites * but i was so proud of myself and so excited because i was able to keep it down without even the thought of wanting to purge. Well today has not been a good day at all. I've been very depressed , angry and wanting to purge ( but i haven't ) I don't know what to do ... Is this just part of getting better and fighting the battle or what ... I have not seen a dr for this so im not medically diagnosed but i know my body and im not dumb i know whats going on with me. I just need some advice on how to over come these feelings im having. In the past month I've gone though about three of these episodes of feeling like this * since i haven't purged * ... Please help
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Apr 21, 2016, 09:04 PM
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Lowkey, I know this post is old, but I hope that you are doing better. It's a struggle. I hope that you are getting the help you need and are able to provide yourself with the care you need.
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Oct 31, 2016, 07:11 PM
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Hi Lowkey,
Welcome to PC! Something I tell myself when tempted to purge is that the only way out is through, and that it's not going to get better if you don't deal with it now. I know it sucks sometimes and recovery is HARD, but stick with it. I believe you can do it!
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.  Diagnoses: MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP (I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone  )
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Oct 31, 2016, 07:53 PM
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Hello LowKey1989: I'm SO sorry you never received a timely reply to your post.
 (Thanks to VermiciousKnid for the reply you did get.) We're usually better than this.  If you're still checking in with us from time-to-time, please give us another shot. Hope you're okay... 
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