that I sink into hopelessness. The anger never lasts long, but at least it signifies something. It's active, it's meaningful, it's unfaltering. Afterwards, it's like withdrawal... My mind is empty, my muscles are spent, & I'm back to where I used to be. I feel pathetic because I can't even hold onto my ****ing fury. It's just as fleeting as everything else. Frustrating... And frustration isn't all that fun.

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Originally Posted by Shayatanica

that I sink into hopelessness. The anger never lasts long, but at least it signifies something. It's active, it's meaningful, it's unfaltering. Afterwards, it's like withdrawal... My mind is empty, my muscles are spent, & I'm back to where I used to be. I feel pathetic because I can't even hold onto my ****ing fury. It's just as fleeting as everything else. Frustrating... And frustration isn't all that fun.

Heya;

you feel pathetic when you're not angry? Why is that?

Anything else specific about things that are fleeing you that come to mind?

My bad, just saw this, and now this was last month...sorry if you are not as connected to what you wrote-I presume its still there though.

Take care,
-obj

Meh. All of this probably dissipated within an hour of writing it. Much appreciated, though. Haha