[Frankz]

I'm so scared..I just can't pinpoint why..well...let me tell you WHY I'm going..

I'm a big rodent lover. I already have a rabbit and my sis has 2 gerbils..my science teacher said she would let me have 2 of the guinea pigs that her adults had a while ago..

So...I just happened to realize that they are having summer school this summer...so kids will be there...
If you've read some of my threads you'll know I've been teased damn near all my life..and I've come to realize most of the kids who are in summer school [didn't pay attention in class, never did work because they didn't wanna, blah blah etc.] are the ones who teased me..this is scaring me because I've had the trauma of actually being laughed at as soon as I walk in a class, people saying I'm weird because I like small animals, etc., and I'm really about to pass out. because of this, and my general anxiety I already a have.

Now, knowing a teacher is going to be there, I doubt anyone will say anything, maybe giggle, but that alone terrifies me..

I don't know..maybe I have nothing to worry about..ugh..I'm scared. Is there anyway I can feel better for the time being? Thanks for letting me let it all out guys and gals.. for you all.

[Pomegranate]

I hope things went well for you yesterday. As for other kids, other people, laughing at you... try not letting THEIR problems become yours. People who have to make fun of others so they feel good have a REAL problem. They try to inflict it on those they percieve to be vulnerable. Do not accept their image of you.

Good, healthy people, supportive people, people who aren't emotionally or psychologically sick don't have to use other people as scape goats. Healthy people will look at those who do act that way and see how sick those people are - not YOU, not the one the sick people are trying to hurt.

Don't let the sick people or their actions rent space in your head. Try not to let their sick actions affect you. Say to yourself "Those who matter don't mind, those who mind don't matter." Sick people who act sick and try to hurt others simply don't matter - they are just sick people, like pesky mosquitoes. Their laughter can only hurt you if you let it hurt you.

You should feel proud of yourself that you have interests and hobbies. That's very good and very healthy! Only less intelligent people would find something funny about that. They should be as smart and lucky as you!! Hold your head up high, you are an intelligent, interesting guy.

[Pikku Myy]

Hi there Did you retrive the little critters? Hope you did Hugs

[Shangrala]

Awww....Frankki~

I didn't know you were going through this now...or...then..lol.

How'd it go? Do you have the babies at home now? I so wanna see some pics, if you have any yet.
I bet they are well worth the stuggle you had to endure to gets.

Pat yourself on the back for your bravery for enduring a fear of yours TO obtain something that means dear to you.

Message me msn..show me your babies....yay!

Take Care~

Shangrala

[jerrymichele]

I'm a rodent lover to. I think that rabbits are so cute. I never knew they were classified as a rodent. Kids are mean. I have no idea why. I had to watch my friends kids the other day, and her son told me that this other little boy spits on him, and in his mouth. So I made 5 kids come to my house to find out why he would do such a thing. They did not much care for me when I was done with them. Have you asked your parents to say something to the school? If not you should tell them. Maybe then it will stop. I know it's not fun at all. I'm just wondering how old are you, and what grade are you in? I hope that you feel better.

[Pikku Myy]

OK... I am the owner of the most psychotic bear hamster ever.... Read thre my posts on the animal network But do understand.... that they can also bring comfort My DD's hamster Apple Blackey... comes to the cage and hisses at us on any approach Female.. quite old... quite as a button... but mean as -ell