Why does uncertainty make me so nervous? When the outcome must wait, I get so impatient. Shouldn't I have faith that all will turn out for the best, that all will happen as it should? After worrying and wondering about which way to go, I made a decision I am happy with, but now it seems as though I may need to wait a couple of MONTHS for the outcome. So now I'm feeling frustrated, nervous, impatient, etc. and the anxiety and my lack of faith, patience, whatever is bringing me down, too. I don't like the out-of-control aspect of it all - just waiting. It's not too bad, I guess, but I just hate these feelings. It feels like the beginning of the old familiar anxiety/depression cycle. Yuck!
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