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I am so frustrated with this phobia stuff!
I pride myself these days no longer having such difficulty riding the bus or leaving the house, but I still can't call ppl and I still can't interact iwth ppl the way I would like. Today, I had planned to go get a blood test and was afraid to even call the cab! Oy... and I always expect the WORST. I think I make up NIGHTMARES in my head about ppl looking at me funny or yelling at me when it is probably not going to happen! I was not afraid of the blood test; just afraid of the ppl. It makes me sad and angry. We cant' survive without others. But why are we so afraid? Ugh. Billi
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The idea of a soul mate is an ILLUSION. In reality, we must learn to be our own best friend/partner. Then if love comes to us, we will already be whole. All that love can do, at that point, is enhance our wholeness! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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What does your therapist say?
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How are you doing, Billi leli?
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I go through many of the same things that you are, Billy, if you need someone to talk to, feel fre to send me a message.
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it was a challenging week this week.
I was able to be driven by my roommate to a lab for the test, but they treated me like cr*p there---said, "You need to go to this other place---you should have gone there..." Like I was stupid or something! Then, a trolley driver yells at me for standing by the door, cause I was afraid to sit in a crowded seat... Oy. People are something else. and my gf and I broke up last week, too. thank you everyone for your support. Billi
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The idea of a soul mate is an ILLUSION. In reality, we must learn to be our own best friend/partner. Then if love comes to us, we will already be whole. All that love can do, at that point, is enhance our wholeness! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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