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Old Feb 04, 2010, 06:39 PM
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I am so frustrated with this phobia stuff!

I pride myself these days no longer having such difficulty riding the bus or leaving the house, but I still can't call ppl and I still can't interact iwth ppl the way I would like.

Today, I had planned to go get a blood test and was afraid to even call the cab! Oy...

and I always expect the WORST.

I think I make up NIGHTMARES in my head about ppl looking at me funny or yelling at me when it is probably not going to happen!

I was not afraid of the blood test; just afraid of the ppl.

It makes me sad and angry.

We cant' survive without others.

But why are we so afraid?

Ugh.

Billi
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Old Feb 04, 2010, 07:02 PM
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What does your therapist say?
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Old Feb 06, 2010, 01:42 PM
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How are you doing, Billi leli?
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Old Feb 06, 2010, 02:15 PM
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I go through many of the same things that you are, Billy, if you need someone to talk to, feel fre to send me a message.
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Old Feb 11, 2010, 02:07 PM
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it was a challenging week this week.

I was able to be driven by my roommate to a lab for the test, but they treated me like cr*p there---said, "You need to go to this other place---you should have gone there..." Like I was stupid or something!

Then, a trolley driver yells at me for standing by the door, cause I was afraid to sit in a crowded seat...

Oy.

People are something else.

and my gf and I broke up last week, too.

thank you everyone for your support.

Billi
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