[chosenseclusion]

I wish I could achieve all that I want by myself. As long as I've been able to think on my own, I've learned that everyone can't always be there for you throughout your life. When I'm typing now, I wonder if anyone out there is ok with being alone. I've always been fascinated with people that have nothing, live meager, feel that dead end, but wait patiently for that new spark in life. Some of us are waiting for something that we're not even sure exists in our lives anymore. From out of the ashes came a Phoenix....so I'm also curious. What form would you chose to Become your Phoenix??? It could be a few things. Just something that you leave because you want to know it's still there..and other's have a chance to read about...

An interesting perspective.

[Junerain]

My hidden dream is to be in a relationship that is not sex based, but the real thing. I have tended to fall into sexual relations wherein they do not care about me like a human being..

.........but this week-end I met someone very special, and we are taking it slow...he is very understanding and caring.....and this is refreshing to my soul....

I am 37 and have never been married........................and this circumstance hurts...

But this may be within the realms of hidden dreams becoming less hidden...