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Nov 16, 2010 at 03:19 PM
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high axiety level is so high, It's back to tearing Up jeans/pants..They are what I destroy.. Got a call into my Pdoc
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Nov 16, 2010 at 03:39 PM
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1000mg depokote,100mg trazadone--------80mg celexa...1mg 3x a day...
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Nov 16, 2010 at 03:44 PM
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(((pditty)) - I'm sorry your anxiety is high ATM...good thing torn up jeans are in style...little humor there
 I used to have panic attacks as a little girl - I had no idea what was happening and too embarrassed to tell anyone. Anything in particular setting you off? I hope it calms down soon. Remember slow deep breathing.
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Nov 16, 2010 at 04:33 PM
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So it's back to living in a Robe....Can't wait for the day I can Burn this Security blanket(robe)
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Nov 16, 2010 at 04:35 PM
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(((((((((Pditty))))))))) I know you mentioned in another thread that you have a call in to your pdoc about some more Ativan. I hope you're able to get a new prescription very soon
When is it that you are going into hospital? Wishing you all the very best 
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Nov 16, 2010 at 04:53 PM
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been doing the breathing....I just obsess on jean/pants..if they don't fit Perfect or have a tear in them I destroy them so they can;t be worn...I got a Green Terry cloth robe..kinda like a security blanket..
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Nov 16, 2010 at 05:20 PM
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seemed the ATIVAN helped but I'm Out Suxs
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Nov 16, 2010 at 09:19 PM
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Pditty,
Do you know what has triggered this onset of extreme anxiety? Just know that we are here for you. Keep posting and talking it out. Nancy
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Nov 17, 2010 at 10:58 PM
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I'm really sorry you're having another bout. It must be so frustrating for you and so expensive as you mentioned last time. Why don't you go to a goodwill store and buy up 10 pairs of pants at a time and hang them in your closet so that when this hits you have some thing other than your good clothes to tear up? Hope it settles for you soon pditty __________________  Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you |
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Nov 18, 2010 at 04:08 PM
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I do buy jeans from Thrift stores....and I don't buy expensive things....I've also had a friend drop off a few pairs of his old jeans....
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Nov 18, 2010 at 10:36 PM
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I really hope that you are able to gain some inner peace and that your call to your pdoc helps,
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Nov 19, 2010 at 07:49 AM
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Are ativan the blue cobra, carnt live with it carnt live without it. saved my life an nigh on took it to. she is like a jelouse woman to me, mistreat her an she will hurt you. except her heart an fly the cosmos, only to crash an burn. I remember when my anxierty would make me run up an down the stairs to try to fight it, an the wife would make a frantic call to the gp for a 2mg ativan just to bring me back. 1 week to dtox heroin in a hospital plus back up. 1 year to detox say 6mg ativan , an the chances are you wont make it. The blue cobra has a bite, an the kiss of death if not careful. 1MG OF ATIVAN IS 10 MG VALIUM 1MG XANAX 20MG OF VALIUM. NOW DO THE MATHS ON HOW MUCH YOU TAKE . IF YOU HAVE TOOK 2MG OF ATIVAN FOR 6 MONTH EVERY DAY , YOU ARE NOW AN ADDICT.
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Nov 19, 2010 at 05:02 PM
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Hi Pditty I hope your pdoc is helpful. It sounds like you have a good way to vent? I have torn pages out of magazines when I got really angry.
 I hope you are able to stay calm and anxiety does not overcome you..
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