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Location: North West Minnesota
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high axiety level is so high, It's back to tearing Up jeans/pants..They are what I destroy.. Got a call into my Pdoc
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1000mg depokote,100mg trazadone--------80mg celexa...1mg 3x a day...
hydrocodone 10/650 4x a day __________________ Pditty |
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(((pditty)) - I'm sorry your anxiety is high ATM...good thing torn up jeans are in style...little humor there
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So it's back to living in a Robe....Can't wait for the day I can Burn this Security blanket(robe)
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(((((((((Pditty))))))))) I know you mentioned in another thread that you have a call in to your pdoc about some more Ativan. I hope you're able to get a new prescription very soon
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been doing the breathing....I just obsess on jean/pants..if they don't fit Perfect or have a tear in them I destroy them so they can;t be worn...I got a Green Terry cloth robe..kinda like a security blanket..
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seemed the ATIVAN helped but I'm Out Suxs
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Pditty,
Do you know what has triggered this onset of extreme anxiety? Just know that we are here for you. Keep posting and talking it out. Nancy ![]() __________________ God's guidance "I will bless the Lord who guides me; even at night my heart instructs me. I know the Lord is always with me, I will not be shaken, for he is right beside me." Psalm 16:7-8 NLT The steps of the godly are directed by the Lord. He delights in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will not fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand. Psalm 37:23-24 Giving thanks that God is near Sometimes we try to "ride out the storms" in our lives — doing this the best we can. We think, If I can just hang on and be strong, I can get through this. David knew he couldn't make it on his own. In the past, he had found help in the Lord God. And in this prayer, David again sought the Lord's protection: "Keep me safe, O God, for I have come to you for refuge" (v. 1). He rejoiced in the guidance and assistance the Lord had given him. Though his enemies were trying to shake and topple him, David stood firm because God was "right beside" him. In prayer today, acknowledge that God is right beside you — upholding and guiding you. Thank him that he helps you and does not leave you to struggle on your own. A prayer for today… Dear Lord, I will not be shaken, for you are right beside me… |
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pditty,
I'm really sorry you're having another bout. It must be so frustrating for you and so expensive as you mentioned last time. Why don't you go to a goodwill store and buy up 10 pairs of pants at a time and hang them in your closet so that when this hits you have some thing other than your good clothes to tear up? Hope it settles for you soon pditty __________________ ![]() Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you |
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Location: North West Minnesota
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I do buy jeans from Thrift stores....and I don't buy expensive things....I've also had a friend drop off a few pairs of his old jeans....
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I really hope that you are able to gain some inner peace and that your call to your pdoc helps,
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Are ativan the blue cobra, carnt live with it carnt live without it. saved my life an nigh on took it to. she is like a jelouse woman to me, mistreat her an she will hurt you. except her heart an fly the cosmos, only to crash an burn. I remember when my anxierty would make me run up an down the stairs to try to fight it, an the wife would make a frantic call to the gp for a 2mg ativan just to bring me back. 1 week to dtox heroin in a hospital plus back up. 1 year to detox say 6mg ativan , an the chances are you wont make it. The blue cobra has a bite, an the kiss of death if not careful. 1MG OF ATIVAN IS 10 MG VALIUM 1MG XANAX 20MG OF VALIUM. NOW DO THE MATHS ON HOW MUCH YOU TAKE . IF YOU HAVE TOOK 2MG OF ATIVAN FOR 6 MONTH EVERY DAY , YOU ARE NOW AN ADDICT.
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Location: Wisconsin
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Hi Pditty I hope your pdoc is helpful. It sounds like you have a good way to vent? I have torn pages out of magazines when I got really angry.
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