[SUNNY2009]

just stressed out! my teenage son has an attitude that cant fit in the room....
he has tried smoking weed (my tenant told me...of all people ugh)
his grades are terrible
and I cant say much too him without all his defenses going up!

I found out yesterday that I have arthritis in both shoulders and one knee
a bone spur on one shoulder and my joints in both are almost non existent
kinda bummed out about that ...

My tenant downstairs who Ive only been renting to since October...he makes me feel real uncomfortable and I'm feeling awful about it...

I did have a really good weekend and Ii had been working real hard to downsize and organize my personal belongings .....

Im at work and just feel like I hate being here ... thats nothing new, but its a job I am good at and I am paid well for ....

Today I want to be someone else in life but theres no time for that ...I am a mom ....a landlord ....a pet owner .... a manager at the office ... a maid at home .....etc etc etc

I have so many good things in life ...All of the above....I know this is normal stress and likely everyone goes through it.....I want to feel better about everything .....I just wish the anxiety part would not keep creeping around the corner trying to nag at me ....it really makes me feel awful ....

I am hoping writing it down and talking about it here will help .... im a little emotional....
just trying to find some peace today ... thats all

thankful to have a place like pc that I can work through things and talk to people who can relate ..... just got to get through it

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[sundog]

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