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Jun 13, 2011, 07:44 AM
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Of a person. A "stranger" so to speak. They're all strangers I suppose.. All people online who I've never met before.. this one I've known since I was 12. But I don't know who they are. It could be a girl pretending to be a guy, to mess with my head. It's not unlike her. The guy acts like her, types like her, emotes and everything are like her.. and that makes me afraid. I'm too stupid and foolish, hoping that it isn't her, to run away. I always do this.. terrified to the point of tears, to the point of screaming inside my head for someone to force me out of this problem.. but I'll just stand there like a deer in the headlights, knowing I should run away. I'm so absolutely useless.. so helpless and vulnerable.. I can't even save myself from this torment. All it takes is to not think about "what if it's really him and I hurt his feelings", all I need is an indifferent heart for one moment so I can click the button and he's/she's gone.. It's only online, only a person who cannot reach out and hurt me.. But they hurt me mentally, they hurt me emotionally.. I wish I was incapable of getting so attached online.. They're strangers and I don't know who they are, what they sound like, or look like when they just wake up in the morning.. It's not real, and most of the emotion that even comes out of this is in my head from what I read so why should I be so terrified.. Why should I be so worried.. These people should do nothing to me..
I need a strong heart, one that cares more about its own feelings than the one of another person.. Mine is too compassionate.. Mine is too anxious.. Won't someone trade? 
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Jun 13, 2011, 07:56 AM
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Hello !
Are you being cyberbullied ? Is somebody stalking you ? |
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Jun 13, 2011, 08:11 AM
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Yes, I've been so for about 3 years now. This girl used to be my best friend at one point, but she got mean, and obsessive about "destroying my life" as she put it. She has sociopathic tendencies and I've been the favourite one to follow. I have PTSD and this girl has helped make it worse.. In fact she was the one to bring it out..
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