Hi. I have dealt with panic attacks and OCD since I was 12. I'm 31 and you would think that by now I would have finally overcome it.I have had years of remission, followed by lapses that last months, sometimes years. I had childhood trauma, I was severely physically abused by my alcoholic father. In my early 20's, I began caring for my ailing mom, she passed away when I was 26. Even though I have had my share of difficulties, I refuse to become a victim of my circumstances. Which is why I am asking for help. I recently had a baby, midway through my pregnancy, the panic attacks returned. I hid them from my husband, I shouldn't have. He is so understanding and kind. I just didn't want to worry him, and I was a little ashamed. I got to the point where I couldn't drive, he took me everywhere. Flash forward to today. My hubby asked me to bring our son to tis work today so he could show him off. I was anxious before I even left the house, so of course I had a BAD panic attack while driving. I turned around halfway there and came home. I can't live like this. I called him at work and told him about the panic attacks. He was so sweet about it. Does anyone have any solutions for overcoming driving related anxiety attacks? Thank-you for reading my story, it helps to know that I am not alone.
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