[kala83]

at times it feels like the more I attempt to be social with other people the more it just comes back to bite in the butt.

I try to be nice try to be considerate but some how it always comes back at me that something i did was wrong according to someone else. Or that I just should not act the way I do.

I try with all my heart to be a good friend and its never enough and it just makes me look like a bad person a lot of the time to other people. My mom already has this view and now so do my friends.

I am half ready to just say screw everyone I don't want to deal with you all and your **** any more!

no wonder I struggle with social anxiety

[Altec]

I have this feeling similar to yours, except mine is the regret and worry that comes with unable to build rapport with others. Basically, I feel like other people can't genuinely find me interesting, and they are keeping contact with me because they are really nice. I am in a well-nurtured environment, so I don't have those issues with others telling me I am not good at something. It seems like your problem is really the people around you, and not you. I think it's more interesting to be a bad person than a boring person. This is just me.