[Bumblebuzz12]

I've done some pretty bad stuff in the past. Things I've done on accident and things where I didn't even realize I was doing wrong. I regret it all there's one thing in particular I've done that I'd rather not say but what was done all my friends know. She brings it up almost every time I see her. I've said I'm sorry and she's forgiven me, but I haven't forgiven myself. I don't know how. I cry for ours and make myself sick because I feel like a terrible person. I'm afraid that one of my stupid mistakes will result in me taking someone else's life, and if I ever did that couldn't live with myself. My parents and my friends all know somethings up, but I refuse to tell anyone. Even people who don't know who I am, what I look like, and they are looking at this from a computer screen. I'm tired of feeling this way. It's exhausting, but I feel like I have no control over the way I'm feeling

[pegasus]

Hello Bumblebuzz12, you are human and thank goodness you are. We all make mistakes and no one is perfect. You friend, that keeps bringing it up, well that says more about her than you, is she perfect? Learn from the mistake and move forward.

[Jolisse]

Hello Bumble,
You are not a bad person, we all make mistakes. The fact that you feel bad, shows you care about other people. We're human and we all make mistakes, I've made many!
This is how we learn and build our character for the future. Please don't be so hard on yourself, none of us are perfect.

[i dont matter]

Bumble..... we all have skeletons. Some may "appear" to be worse than others (in human eyes). They are not. All failures are failures. And we all have them.

Forgive yourself. It sounds like you have suffered more than enough. It is time to leave that issue buried in the past. And if anyone brings it up - simply respond that 'you have moved past it'.