[kala83]

so I really want to go out to a burlesque show that is going on this weekend on saturday. cause well i myself am a burlesque dancer.

but I know for a fact there are going to be people there I have bad blood with.

one of which was an old friend of mine I had for years, she and i were for a while fairly close but then she crossed a line with me and I got feed up with her ****.

I was constantly going out of my way to help her out and to do with things for her and yet some how in her mind I was the one that was being selfish.
after all the arguements she some how got a hold of me on kik i think and bascially told me she knew that I had gotten a hold of an old ex of her and had given him information about where her and her and his daughter live.

to a lot of people that would not seem like a big deal but according to her this guy is a child molester and she wants him as far away from her kids as possible espically her daughter.

But that is entirely if she is being honest about this guy which frankly she is over dramatic as **** so her not being entirely honest about it is very possible.
But the fact she pinned that this guy had gotten a hold of her now knew where she lived on me simply cause at the time i was the most recent friends that had gotten into it with her over ****...and trust me I am not the only one who has had issues with her in the past.

but she physically threatened for me not to come near her....since she is convinced I have it out to be mean and potentially harmful to her and to her child.

yeah the same kid I helped her baby sit multiple times before in the past I mean omg what a crock of horse crap!

to her if I am there and she sees me she will think i only showed up to harass her to make her have a hard time of things....which I am not I am not friends with her anymore of have no desire to be...i just want to go and see the show....

but I am not sure how to deal with this and all the anxiety I know is going to follow. lol maybe just take a few more pills before going to the event..

i have asked some friends if they can go with me to make me feel better and I truly hope some people message me back telling me they will go with me...but in any case I intend on going this weekend...and if other people take issue to it....thats not my problem

It sounds like your mind is made up, kala. So good luck with this. I hope everything turns out well.

[kala83]

It really is I just wanna go have a good time and have no drama going on

[kala83]

the experience itself was not probably as bad as I had made it out to be in my head. But it was still supper awkward. To walk into a room of a least five or so people I use to hang out with and now be good friends with to get eye balled with a "no don't even try to talk to me kind of look I mean no lie it does suck. But I want to go to these shows. I want to get the opportunity to potentially start preforming burlesque again and simply cause I as a person got under some people's skin is not really fault.