[hisprincess93]

So my day started off as any normal day would i got out of bed and came to my moms friends house to hang out because i dont get wifi in my apartment, Well my case manager called so i went and met with her and i sat there the whole time trying not to ball my eyes out. I just moved out of an apartment in to a different one because they asked me too and now they are talking about moving me back to a bigger one but thats not my issue. Im in a program where i am supplied everything i need from money for laundry to food to eat. We got in a discussion about my clothes and according to her i am not doing my laundry enough but she doesnt understand it takes more the 4 dollars a week to get 3 loads of laundry done plus my bedding well then we started talking about what i am going to do when i graduate college next march and during that conversation i brought up the fact that i was going to be moving back in with my mom in a couple months but they she proceeded to say that my mom and i were to codependent on each other like really of course we are im one of the only children she has that acts like i need her or want her around anymore shes my only parent. My brothers and sister have their dads and all i have is her but she doesnt care because apperently i need to be on my own just because im 18 like really im going to college and living off 181 dollars a ****ing month heck she even throws a fit cause my mom gives me extra money just so i can buy groceries. I am so sick of being there atleast at my moms i would be able to come and go as i please with out having to sign in and out of the building and atleast i wouldnt have a ****ing curfew and i would be able to stay the night with friends when i wanted with out being questioned about it. I am not ready to be on my own yet i have to many medical problems right now but no one understands that but my mom, Between the Anxiety,Depression and possible bipolar disorder i have stomach ulcers and im in and out of the damn hospital but i guess im the only one begining to see this. I did everything i could to not freak out on my case manager today but now im back at my moms friends and im ready to cry because i cant handle this stuff anymore i was perfectly fine until i was pretty much told i stink and that i wasnt clean enough but im about to say **** everything but i am doing my best to keep calm because i have another meeting with another one of my case workers at 2 but i just dont know anymore im ready to give the hell up because i cant handle this anymore i am so ready to just be done with everything. My doctors wont even let me work right now and its driving me nuts.

[sideblinded]

(((hisprincess93)))

I read your post and I am so sorry that you are dealing with all of this. It sounds like your mental and physical health issues are causing a lot of difficulty. I can understand as my mental health issues are putting me into a living situation that I am not happy with. Something that has to remain absolutely of utmost importance is your basic needs. I am mostly talking about financial restraints. Please keep in mind that wants have to come after needs. Whatever situation you and or your caseworker come up with has to first be about having your most basic needs met. After that if your wants can be accommodated then that is icing on the cake. I hope that you can have more freedom to do what you want but please don't do anything that would jeapordize your most basic needs. I wish you only the best.

[hisprincess93]

Originally Posted by sideblinded

(((hisprincess93)))

I read your post and I am so sorry that you are dealing with all of this. It sounds like your mental and physical health issues are causing a lot of difficulty. I can understand as my mental health issues are putting me into a living situation that I am not happy with. Something that has to remain absolutely of utmost importance is your basic needs. I am mostly talking about financial restraints. Please keep in mind that wants have to come after needs. Whatever situation you and or your caseworker come up with has to first be about having your most basic needs met. After that if your wants can be accommodated then that is icing on the cake. I hope that you can have more freedom to do what you want but please don't do anything that would jeapordize your most basic needs. I wish you only the best.

My thing is that my mom wants me home and my case manager is telling me that i cant move out pretty much and shes making things worse for me. shes blaming my mom for me being there when in reality its my ex boyfriends parents fault cause they are the ones that kicked me out after my mom and i lost out house