[shakes]

Hello,
It has been awhile since I have been around but I really need some help. I had a cavity filled today and five hours later it still hurts a lot. My anxiety is through the roof. I lose my insurance next week and all I keep thinking is what if something is really really wrong and I have to spend all this money to fix it. I am freaking out and cannot calm down.
I can't settle down enough to meditate because of my thoughts. I tried to call my dentist and he said I am having "Drill sensitivity" but everyone that I've talked to has said that this is not normal. The cavity was not even that big and now I am in all this pain...the worse part is that they used gas and not novacaine and the gas did not work. I was "with it" through the whole thing.
I know that I am rambling but I am feeling myself in a really bad place right now....

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>