[Pinnamed]

Like so many in this world, I have been bullied many times during my time in school(s), and like so many, I'm sure, that's left quite a few mental scars on me. I've been called hurtful names, had tiny berries thrown at me, had my foot hit repeatedly while i was walking, been the subject of pranks, even been taunted and made fun of by much younger children. Suffice it to say, it still haunts me to this very day. To the point where it can ruin my attempts to look back on much more happier times at each school I've been to.

At this point, I'm so angry at those jerks for what they've done to me, i can only wish and hope that they all suffer horrible and terrible fates in their lives as comeuppance for what they've done to me. But I don't think I'll ever truly be satisfied until i actually see them suffer for what they've done to me

bullying is certainly hard, and can leave you feeling angry, frustrated, and even more frajile.

sorry you are going through this

hugs

[Pinnamed]

I'm just gonna come right out and say this, two days ago at the most, i attempted a new method of dealing with my memories of bullying: imagining where those jerks likely are today.

I'll admit, i'm not exactly a success yet myself, but, all things considered, it could have been a lot worse. I could have turned into a chronic drunkard or a smoker who's taken things too far or a member of a gang of punks on his way to jail if he wasn't already killed by gang violence. All of which are things that i hope my bullies have experienced already or are experiencing right now.

It's not exactly working, but, it was worth a shot.

[Crazy Hitch]

I'm sorry to hear this

You are worth so much more.

Please let us know how you are traveling, mental health wise, because you matter to us.