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Old Jul 17, 2015, 11:40 PM
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Ive been feeling so much stress an anxiety I can't stop worrying about EVERYTHING. Today was terrible I feel so STUPID I always humiliate myself and im so sick of it. I feel extremely incompetent, I didn't get the job offer that I thought I would get and honestly I don't blame them I guess they caught on to the fact that i'm an incompetent, unreliable piece of *****!! So I went to sign the papers for my new part time job and she must of thought I was an idiot when I was acting like I can't create a F'ing password; capitalize the 1st letter how hard is that?! Type your birthdate in the format shown, why are you messing this up? Seriously I hate when I stumble over the simplest of tasks!!!She's probably laughing her *** off right now with other managers and its eating me up inside!!
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 08:52 AM
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Heavens, you do have it bad today - let's start at the top:

Ive been feeling so much stress an anxiety I can't stop worrying about EVERYTHING. Everything covers an awful lot, do you mean everything?

Today was terrible I feel so STUPID I always humiliate myself and im so sick of it. Really who says? What did they say?

I feel extremely incompetent, I didn't get the job offer that I thought I would get and honestly I don't blame them I guess they caught on to the fact that i'm an incompetent, unreliable piece of *****!! Only one person can get a job and if someone else suited or seemed to suit the role better so it goes. Unfortunately you cannot always be better than everyone else.

So I went to sign the papers for my new part time job and she must of thought I was an idiot when I was acting like I can't create a F'ing password; capitalize the 1st letter how hard is that?! Type your birthdate in the format shown, why are you messing this up? Seriously I hate when I stumble over the simplest of tasks!!!She's probably laughing her *** off right now with other managers and its eating me up inside!! I am sure allowances were made for your being nervous and that she has many other more important pressing things to think about than your minor mishap. And if she hasn't she is obviously a smug bustard and no one likes a smug bustard.
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 12:52 PM
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I'm sorry you had such a tough day. But beating yourself up about will only make your anxiety worse. I know because it's what I do. I wish there was an easy way to just let go of this stuff but it is beyond me.

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Old Jul 18, 2015, 04:25 PM
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Anxiety can be a terrible monster to deal with. You have calmed down some now I hope.
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 05:14 PM
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Anxiety can be a terrible monster to deal with. You have calmed down some now I hope.
Yes I have!lol
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 05:17 PM
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I'm sorry you had such a tough day. But beating yourself up about will only make your anxiety worse. I know because it's what I do. I wish there was an easy way to just let go of this stuff but it is beyond me.

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Yes! letting go of things like this is really hard
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 05:17 PM
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Heavens, you do have it bad today - let's start at the top:

Ive been feeling so much stress an anxiety I can't stop worrying about EVERYTHING. Everything covers an awful lot, do you mean everything?

Today was terrible I feel so STUPID I always humiliate myself and im so sick of it. Really who says? What did they say?

I feel extremely incompetent, I didn't get the job offer that I thought I would get and honestly I don't blame them I guess they caught on to the fact that i'm an incompetent, unreliable piece of *****!! Only one person can get a job and if someone else suited or seemed to suit the role better so it goes. Unfortunately you cannot always be better than everyone else.


So I went to sign the papers for my new part time job and she must of thought I was an idiot when I was acting like I can't create a F'ing password; capitalize the 1st letter how hard is that?! Type your birthdate in the format shown, why are you messing this up? Seriously I hate when I stumble over the simplest of tasks!!!She's probably laughing her *** off right now with other managers and its eating me up inside!! I am sure allowances were made for your being nervous and that she has many other more important pressing things to think about than your minor mishap. And if she hasn't she is obviously a smug bustard and no one likes a smug bustard.


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